I DON'T WANT YOU HERE MESSING WITH MY MIND

I am a liar. My apologies for being a liar. Here I spit off crap about writing on Friday and then I blow you all off for what??? (A two hour soccer practice in which we did nothing but run and run and run in the heat AND a couple of relaxing episodes of One Tree Hill, my very guilty pleasure) Anyway, I am here today and here now. So here, ladies and gents, is your blog.

Soccer games dropped like flies and I've been given a chance to play one game tomorrow with the seniors (19+) which are mostly adults in their thirties and I would have to play the hardest I have ever played but I think I am going to pass on that because I'm not up to it. Wednesday I'm dropping by the practice to get a team pic!! Fun fun. Today we have 4 guest coming for the entire weekend and tomorrow at lucnh Hervé and Chantal (the couple that went to Morocco with us) are coming for lunch and they will give me their cd of pics from Morocco, that include more of meeeeee!!! Charming.

Today and Sunday I plan on working, swimming, soaking up the sun and just chilling (but mostly working and then swimming and then chilling and probably not soaking up the sun) and organizing some of my junk =). Monday and Tuesday is school and Wednesday is packing and Thursday is home. There is nothing amazing or even moderately great about the next couple of days so it's just going to be work and relaxing and counting the days. I know, not the best way to do it, but now that I'm down to five full France days left, I feel pretty okay with playing the countdown game, especially since the lack of airconditioning in this house and the recent heatwave are making me nutty. Ah well. By the way, how is the wheather in Canada??

This past week has been nuts. It has flown by (another reason why the next couple of days should too) and I have pretty much worked on Canadian homework, gone to school, played soccer and hung around the house. I have not blogged because I reall have not had much to say. Life - right now - kind of blows.

Wake up - computer - shower,chores - iPod - lunch - homework - swim - music, book, vegging - snack - homework, music, book, vegging - dinner - get ready for sleep - watch episodes - sleep

THAT is my current daily routine. It looks mundane it looks awful and it looks like something you would get bored of easily, but the truth is, I'm liking the days that are like this (only in small 5some days doses though) because they relax me and let me really relax. I think though that I will be tired of that when I come home which is perfect because once I come home I don't have a free weekend until August (which judging by what I'm doing is great but also a litte annoying as well)

So, not a wonderful, great blog but not a sad, Jane is in crappy mood blog. I am happy, really I am, I am just whipped and enjoying this kind of relaxing-ness and looking forward to seeing everybody again.

The high point? I kind of saw it (going back home to Canada) for awhile there near the end fo this exchange (like a week or two ago)as a my life is starting over again kind of thing and I was excited to do that. Now I am just excited to go home but I don't see it as a start over and nor do I see any reason to rush because I am perfectly happy just where I am. BREAKTHOUGH, what I wanted to feel all my last exchange and all this exchange, perfectly happy where I am and not living in anticipation of the going home part, I am feeling now and that for me, is a dream come true!!!

Ciao,
Jane
ps - I've been writing less frequently because these days don't give me tons to write about, but I will write atleast once more before I leave. One of those reflect back on what you learned, did, felt, regretted, etc. blogs!!!
LOVE YOU ALL, FIVE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!